I'm having a rather good day!

My friend David and I've been bonding a bit the last few days but our friendship fucked up a year ago and every time we have fixed things it fucks up again. Now everything has been on the mend for a couple of months! I'm feeling positive about things! If we don't try what then?
David is in a relationship with another good friend of mine, who I actually met because they two were having problems but the two of us really bonded and have become really good friends.

The fact that David and I always seem to work through the problems is astonishing to me as to be honest, we've called each other the worst names and said the worst things. Which is sad as I really do care for him and love. He really has a place in my heart and it's hard to deny that I've probably given him more chances then I should, but I don't regret giving him those chances.

I am seeing both him and Louise when I go over to England next week! That is also really making my bubble burst! I AM GOING TO LONDON! I can't wait to see my friends. I miss them so!

I better get you of the hook now but expect more as it closes up on my flight!

Care, V.

I don't really know where to begin, but here is a start.

Two weeks ago the guy I'd been with for close to 11 months and I split up. Partially my 'fault' he lives in England and I in Iceland, I am the one that moved away from England because I wanted to be closer to my family and do some college.
I am almost okay by now but I am just really lost, I don't know what to do with myself. I don't know who to talk to about what I am thinking any more, my ex has been that person for over a year and now I don't really feel overly comfortable talking to him about my thoughts... especially not about him and my feelings.
We are going to try be friends, I am all for that but sometimes I am not sure if it will work out that way. It might but then again it might not.
I don't want to be in a relationship with someone that clearly doesn't understand my need to do what I am doing. But it is hard when you've put SO much effort into something to have it blowing up in your face.

I don't want to fall in love again, at least not for a while, I want to concentrate on myself before I loose my heart again. I've only REALLY fallen in love three times and my ex was the third.

I don't fall in love easily. For me it's something that has to build. I don't believe in love at first sight, I however believe in lust at first sight. Love is something that happens over some span of time. Before falling in love with the ones I've been in love with I've had a very good friendship with them and I trusted them with nearly everything or everything.

I've thrown myself into photography and studying now. I want to become something, or somebody. Perhaps that's just wishful thinking.

And for now rant is over.

V.

I've made a decission today! I am going to travel a bit in 2009!

I've got a trip to London coming up on the 19th February and today I decided that I am going to Canada this summer! I need to do something for myself and this is what I am going to do!

I love travelling... and it's going to be nice to bring my camera with me and just enjoying taking lots of picture and spending time in good company!

V. xxx

But I always update my Flickr with them! So if you want to catch up then check this out

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It's just hard to remember that I've got two places to put this on! Will add them on here soon though, promise!

I've started it... don't know if I'll make it... but we'll have to wait and see I guess!

Care, V.